self-defense

"It's strange. It has been such a long time. It seems like ages. The attechment that existed between us. Gone in seconds. Isn't it fascinating what people do when they are hurt?

There has been no connection, so it seems. no real honest interest. nevertheless. May be it is pride.

It seemed like a game all the time. but it isn't one, when it hurts you, and it hurts other people.

So there is time when you need to let go. Because going on with the chaos, with the back and forth, the memories, and all that hurts inside, makes one think you are not worth it being wanted. So gone. I always thought I will be the one who would be mad and disappointed. But may be I was mad and disappointed too many times before. And there was no hope and only emptiness stayed to fill the sore hurt, which was hurt for such a long time, waiting for the last bit of hope to die."

loving strangers

Loving strangers, loving strangers

Loving strangers, oh Loving strangers, 

loving strangers Loving strangers, oh

I’ve got a hole in my pocket

Where all the money has gone 

I’ve got a whole lot of work 

To do with your heart 

‘Cause it’s so busy, mine’s not

Loving strangers, loving strangers 

Loving strangers, oh Loving strangers, 

loving strangers Loving strangers,

oh  It’s just the start of the winter 

And I’m all alone 

But I’ve got my eye right on you 

Give me a coin 

And I’ll take you to the moon 

Now give me a bill 

And I’ll kiss you so foolishly  

Like you do when you lie When you’re not in my thoughts 

Like you do when you lie 

And I know it’s not my imagination

russian red

a long journey

finished, closed, done.

you need to do what you need to do. no excuses.

This is an interesting link:

http://wisdomofthekitchen.com/